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15 April 2006 @ 09:08 am
BBQ was a hit!. I didn't blow us up with the new gas grill.

Thank you so much to everyone for making it work and doing so much to help. You all rule and you know it!

Cant wait to hang out with my Anna Banana today. Gunna try to get out at 3 instead of 5:30.

Other then that nothing much new. The party was great but the clean up is horific. I'm gonna do some clean up before Anna comes because it is in a state of utter disaster right now.

But fun was had so who cares.

Love you all,

annain_naked_wonder on April 17th, 2006 01:33 pm (UTC)
So here is my very public apology and groveling.

I was going to try and make up a good excuse, I even had thought of one. Well then I thought that was lame, if I want to be friends with Colleen, I might as well be honest with her so she'll know how I am.

I didn't know my older brother and his girlfriend were coming home from Chicago, I haven't seen them in a couple of months (maybe since Christmas?) I found out Saturday morning. I got a call from him on his way home asking if Brandon and I were free and (then I momentarily forgot about our plans) and said yes, then when I got off the phone I remembered and should have called him back and cancelled (but) instead I didn't because I thought it was so cool that my older brother wanted to hang out with me, and I know that is lame and I am 20 and should be over such things like that but I still thought that was pretty neat. He could have made plans to hang out with any of his other friends from Waterford, which is what he normally does, but instead wanted to hang out with me. Ok, so after that wrong decision I realize now that I should have called you and told you all about it but then I was ashamed and really didn't want to admit to anyone, you know? So I just avoided the phone and our internet was out. (Although, I really wasn't there when you called my house, and my cellphone was in my room, i'm notorious for not taking it with me). So I made a lot of stupid decisions and screwed you over. I really am sorry. (And you thought you were the awful friend. I am pretty darn selfish). But I really do want to hang out with you, that was never the case. Any way I understand if you are mad at me but I hope you don't shun me after this.
Celestrincelestrin on April 17th, 2006 08:55 pm (UTC)
I'm not mad Anna. I mean, I did have a realitivly crapy evening (alone, as Randy was out of town) and missed out on going to a play (my other friends kept asking me to come to) because I waited for you to call, but I understand your situation. I appreciate your honesty and really am just glad you don't hate me (I thought I must have done something wrong). I've been wanting to get together for a while now, and since something has always been stoping us... I was afraid it might be that you don't want to see me. I hope we can coordinate something, someday.

I'm not really worth spening a lot of time with anyway, as I'm sure many can atest to. In spite of this though I hope we can get together sometime.