And so, yeah I still exist.

As a sort of backward recap, these last months have sucked. My boyfriend Randy's mother died. She had been battling leukemia for the last 3 years. I loved her dearly and her loss had been hard on everyone.

I've been playing FF12, when I have the spare time.

Work has been tough but the money has been better so that helps.

I love my friends who have helped me through the hell I've been living in.

School is almost over, what will I do with my life?

I now know I can:
Cook an entire thanksgiving dinner
Work a 14hr shift
Sleep for 13hrs after 2 shot of NyQuil
stop while driving my car (yea for new breaks)
drink for horses (yea for Mary's birthday)
dance in a hip hop fashion show after party (thank to the aforementioned birthday)
Cry and laugh about death and life while basting a turkey
be yelled at and not fall apart


I love you guys. Thanks for making me OK.